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“A Curse Called Memory”
Uhh, the textures are very complex and stuff...whatever...the sample is from the Ingmar Bergman movie Cries and Whispers...this song says a lot emotion-wise, you'll figure it out...
lyrics
So here I lay...
No longer able to see first, second and third view of every perspective
No longer New Human, a human trapped with only its small window
A human with only its meager insight, its singular slice of the whole human mind that we are all apart of
No longer able to see the bigger picture...No longer able to see God...
No longer able to see both the real and dream world simultaneously
The majestic colors that don't exist are no longer painted over the Earth I once knew
Help, I can't dream anymore!
Is this the final piece of my innocence carved away?
Have I forever killed off who I really am?
I need those voices forever screaming at me
I need to feel every emotion and feeling in the universe down to its most excruciating core
All at once
To where even the good feelings hurt so bad
Pang me to death's waking door
I thought I wanted to be normal
I'll gracefully take my crazies back if they come with my intelligence...
Though I can't feel anymore...A shattered dead soul...
Soul dies...Soul gone...
I have to fake it until I get my superpowers back
For what is a little girl without her emotions and everyone else's with it
Break little girl, Break
Help, I'm not me anymore
Help, I'm not me anymore
Help, I'm not me anymore...
credits
from Honesty Is Mandatory,
released April 24, 2015
Duals – vocals, production, ocarina, guitars, piano, synths, bells
Samples – Capella Ducis by “klankbeeld”, “Cries and Whispers” film by Ingmar Bergman
Producer and vocalist Becki Whitton makes dark, experimental pop. Here each track is based on an improvised vocal loop. Bandcamp New & Notable Jun 8, 2023
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